Why Must I Be Responsible T_T

Aug 30 2025, 6:35PM

HELLO MY CUTIES!!! my magical girl crew :3!!! my internet best friends!!!!!!

It is I… Rin…. I have returned to bless you all with yet another very very insightful blog post where I only share the most important insights of me life… Yes yes… Stick around for very important magical knowledge!!!!

So. Ive been dead. UMMMM UM I CAN EXPLAIN MYSELF PUT THE STAFFS DOWN PLEASE PLEASE I CAN EXPLA

new academic year

thats all

thats all there is to say…

Probably the most busy year I will ever have gone through xD in a way im kind of excited but also extremely extremely scared… Ive already not had much time to do silly things (im writing this entry as fast as humanly possible before a physics lecture godbless)

Tho this is where things start to Get Real^tm and its a bit crazy. On the fun side of that tho …

I started journaling and planning on paper and by hand!!! For a super long time Ive been using things like notion anf whatever but i find that I kind of lose track of it and it can get kinda overwhelming xD so i only use it for really big projects or lists and stuff like that now.

I got a planner similar to the hobonichi weeks (>_> Not the actual one cuz i couldnt find it anywhere LOL) and ive been using it a ton!!! decorating it with pink and cute stickers and colors is a good motivator and i like just being to carry it around even on campus :p So im more motivated to write in it and be productive and whatnot

Here is a pic of it and my journal!!!

I wanted to start journaling for like.. 4ever… and i tried in like what? xD the eighth grade? and it never stuck with me… but im trying again :p Nothing too fancy, just cute little blurbs here and now about my life, sort of like my online blog but a little more personal. Journaling is a pretty good hobby to have so i wanna try and stick to it :3 im a firm believer in picking up whatever can be good for my mental health and habit building so that’s whats made me strive to start!!!

Studying can be fun to me but I’m counting down the weeks before it kills me xD… i already miss drawing my ocs and spending entire days playing video games

But i dont like thinking that way… I mean >.> If im negative about it from the start i wont really be able to pick myself up again, so im trying to be as positive and whimsical about it as possible even when i do have some tougher days ( ^_^ )

Ofc… I had to get cute supplies to motivate myself :p Heres what I usually carry around …


I dont think ill ever grow up LOL!!! But God no matter what trenches Im thrown in i WILL stay a cute girl!!!! I must!!!!! Without cuteness what am I!!!!!???!!!

Annnyyywhoo… I volunteered this thursday and it freaking WRECKED ME!!! but it was still fun and lowkey fixed my sleep schedule so i cannot complain xD

its so weird being a busy lady again… I have classes even besides my main ones and hoo are they taking up a lot of my freetime that I feel like I shouldve cherished more during the summer… O well xD

And you know… speaking of such, i recently started a LINKEDIN EWWWEW EWWE EW EW!!! I cant believe Rin is on the verge of being productive and employed it is so scary. The magical girl of the interwebs cannot become an office lady she needs to be fighting monsters and evil this cannot be/….

Jk >.> But you know how it is

Making it really did make me think though… Its kind of weird to have an existensial crisis over linkedin but like hear me out…

Its so weird having to sanitize myself online now xD like:.. i made my page and i was like :c What do you mean i cant be a magical catgirl everywhere? But thats who I am!!!
And i know it does sound silly and people may be reading this like Woah rinnie youre extremely delusional and also sound 12 years old but like …!!! T_T

A little personal but…. Ive always been scared of perception and I dont like to think about the different ways people perceive me ^_^…. I have pretty bad impostor syndrome and it freaks me out knowing people make their own constructed opinions on me in real life? xD i dont know?

of course… a magical girl like me is still very loud and proud of who she is!!! im never really ashamed of who i am or what im like :3 but its just sort of a habit… despite all my whimsy and bravado i am still very self conscious and aware of what people may think of me xD but i think thats pretty normal. but gawd making a legit profile about my achievements and whatever really made me think Cuz it does feel really detached from me personally in a way, while also being…way too personal?

I dunno. Its weird. But now I have an online presence beyond rinnie and its gross xD. Dont go looking for me or ill bash your skull in with my staff and that is a PINKYPROMISE


Im also working on my own professional portfolio for my webdev works and my csec projects ill hopefully jump on in the future but … Wowowow…. it feels so crazy i dont wanna adult nooooo T_T save me..

but its okay :p Even if i become a loser adult i'll trust in my magical girl transformation sequence and be as cool as i wanna be :3

N e ways. Im thinking of sharing some of my more nerdy works here + my profesh blog but i dont know if anyone would be interested :o so let me know if youre reading this if youre a fellow computer science nerd!!!!!

an e ways… another update… hmmm ahh AHHHHH YES YES

IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY A COUPLE DAYS AGO!!!!! aug 24th :3!!! It was so much fun and probably the most ive celebrated in a very very long time and it made me oh so happy <3 I ordered myself some merch (its If God Wills arriving tomorrow so i will showcase..) and also had some cheesecake and celebrated with fam


it was indeed the first day of my classes, but i still had a lot of fun nonetheless

oh, also, since i last updated here… i finished persona 3 reload ……………


……………ooooooooooohmygawd this game

I DONT WANNA SPOIL. I RLLY DONT WANNA SPOIL CUZ I THINK EVERYONE AND THEIR GRANDMAMA SHOULD PLAY THIS GAME.

it hit very close to home for me and the overall moral that came with the story was something i really believe in , myself ……… ie make the most of life and spend it with the people you love

long story short i cried like a baby and it was very good. i think everyone should play it. you should especially play it if you feel lost or youre struggling or youre unsure what your meaning is. its very very good

it feels kind of weird saying that about the most Anime Trope Anime game Ever but trust me it is just so so good and a legit 10/10 game in my eyes.

Also I love all the characters a TON. my favorites were yukari, shinjiro, elizabeth, mitsuru and aigis…ohand chidori…….ohand…..EVERYONE!!!! it was too good…aigis social link also ruined me. everyones social links ruined me. i miss the game.

i do wanna maybe do an NG+ run where i finish the persona compendium but… xD i hate to say it i play games for the story and thats kind of it. Its pretty hard for me to go back to games once i complete them/complete the main story.

the only exception was y0 where i went back to play some substories and play the hell out of that fishing minigame and the real estate minigame ( / _O) but otherwise…LOL!!!!! im now remembering to finish the ada wong special chapter of re4 and my other nier:r endings…um….. looks at my schedule……..someday

its so weird being busy. i told myself i needed to sleep at 10:30 and now im realizing once i finish this post i wont have time to both game and draw my stupid ocs despite studying all morning and i am very very sad. Goodnight and goodbye everyone That is all from the internet magical girl for now ദ്ദി •⩊• ...
I can't believe I'm such a busy girl now :( I'll still try to make time for my magical cuties so youre NOT GETTING RID OF ME THAT EASILY!!!!!

Thanks for reading, remember to keep your head up, and that I LOVE YOU!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Girlblogging!! YAYYYYY

July 22nd 2025, 8:03PM
Woahhh Im BAAAAAAAACK daddys hoomeeee /waves magical girl wand in your face. I come bearing gifts. /throws 700 kitties at you all

HELLO EVERYNYAN ! it is I... again... mueheheheheh... Honestly idk if people read these but its a ton of fun so Imma continue doing it .
oh yes... thank u all for da support of netmagicalgirl... It is so awesum... People have been leaving comments and adding my button n checking out my guestbook and it fills my heart with even MOREEE joy and whimsy ... THANK U FOR DA PEACE AND LOVE. kisses through the screens

So... what have I been doing... Hmm

Well well well. It has officially been 1 month of summer. What have I done? Not much,,,,... hehe (,,>﹏<,,) How embarrassing...

Well. I travelled for the summer :p back in my homecountry now and i saw a ton of fam already. I met up with my friend which was nice,,,, I finished my summer programs... but I haven't been doing much otherwise XD

Summer vacation always means Im out and about :( Even when I dont wanna be.... xp xp xp... Im going to the beach in a week or two..

Well... I guess its alright but let me whisper u a secret..
I, Rin..
The magical girl of the interwebs...
The one that lives in the optic fibre cables...

....
CANT SWIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHH!!!!!!!!! SO EMBARRASSING !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO

My secret... revealed ...
MY ONE TRUE WEAKNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!! RIN IS WEAK TO WATER TYPES!!!!!!!! (ᗒᗣᗕ)
my inner components will get wet...Multiple system failures... beepboopb beep beep save meee....

Enough of the dramatics lol ... But yeah xp The beach isnt all that much fun to me. I dont like swimming... I dont like the sand getting all over my beautiful magical girl outfit (my tacky swimsuit) and my wand (my totebag) and my beautiful magical wings (my hallucinations). It suxx :p I dont belong there... save me... Wahhhhh.....

Oh and swimsuits suck... Cant i swim in a cardigan and sweats... if i sink down the sharks can eat me :( I'll be useful to the environment at least... #lovemysharkyfriends retweet

I hope i can just bring my sketchbook n get away with drawing on da beach chairs or whatevs... LOL!!!!!!!



One thing I've been doing is playing a LOT of persona 3 reload .. of course I couldnt bring the love of my life with me (my PC) so now im stuck with playing it on 720p on my moms laptopXD . it sucks butt but the game is still awesome. I bawled a lot on Oct 4th (if u know u know)

I have about 50 hrs in the game now and i luv it so farrr...


Here is a piccy of yukari cuz i love her :3 she is so me
A lot of the persona 3 characters resonate a lot with me. Theres so many weird girls...!!!!!!!!! Theyre all just like me farreal! geheheheh

Whut everyone think of the new P4 release? XD i wish theyd just get on w p6 already since i just finished golden last year... But i might replay it who knows xp after i play 5. ..




Also am playing yakuza4 !!!1 Lub akiyama hes so silly...
He reminds me of myself cuz i too am a chronic napper.

Speaking of such my sleep schedule has been awful lately xp I've been waking up at like 4pm everyday .. LOL!!!!
Anyways. This has been a big blurb of nothingness but i guess thats the point of this site anyways :p I''ll be back soon.. waves hand in ur face
That is all from the internet magical girl for now ദ്ദി •⩊• ...
Not that much of an interesting yap sesh today, but it works hehe. Thank u again for visiting my site! much love..⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

Thanks for reading, remember to keep your head up, and that I LOVE YOU!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
- Rin ꔫ

Rin's Army Husband Return

June 23rd 2025, 1:07PM
Coughg. sniffle. sob. sdfj. imBACK . Hello my beautiful internetfamily .

I have been busy. fighting long treacherous battles . I have been in war. Aka i just finished finals season LOL. ITS SUMMMMERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR HOOOOOOORAYYYYYYYYYYAYAYAY.

It's been exactly 20 days since I last wrote my blog here so uhm uhm hi lets update. Sits you all down at campfire

Obviously the most important update is that I'm finally done with this school year. Thank the lord. My summer started so late this year I'm so sad huuhuhuuu and I think I return on my birthday which is frankly Just Mean. But it's okay hehe I'm gonna enjoy this summer to the fullest hopefully.

My exams went pretty well but my report card is delayed so God knows whats going on in there :c heh.

For as what I'm gunna do this summer...Uhhh...
I think my main priority is working on some of my big main projects atm O(∩_∩)O IM GEEKED! I have a J-fashion game that I'm working on that I'll hopefully make a page for on here. Godot pls be nice to me. I want to also make lots of art but I'm in a weird spot with my art style atm so Idk how to feel...


I'm also doing two summer programs this July! Both of them CS related. One is a daily 6hr course that is kind of Scary but they gave me merch...so it ok..

The other is one where I'll be teaching kids python programming !! Epicccc.... I'm really excited. I hope they don't bully me LOL.

I had to do an interview and for the interview something possessed me and compelled me to make a demo website about a cat-owned webdev freelancing company. Why? Idk. I actually don't know. I don't know anything actually. Anyways... Would you let these kitties code for you?

The interview was really scary. I don't know how to talk about myself at all but I tried really hard and it ended up working out. The kitties helped me, hehe...

I really thought they were gonna think I was weird. But tbf they Were interviewing a strange nerd in her Razer Kraken Kitty headset that shouldve been put down 4 years ago as she talks about her cat website so like ... Maybe I AM weird. GULP. NOOOOOOOO HOW COULD THIS BE !!!!!!!!!!!!

Heh. Anyways. After my exams I travelled to go to my sisters uni graduation and it was so awesome!!!!! I'm so proud of her my baaaaaabayyyyyyyy.... My business and marketing queen. I hope she doesn't forget me when she starts her own monopoly sob sob.

Besides that... Not much else has happened (*/ω＼*) I'm just settling back at home and thinking of what to do for the next two months. It's really strange having freedom after school has kicked ur a word for 10 months and I haven't exactly comprehended that I'm free yet LOL.

I'm hopefully gunna:
1- Finish some of my games (FFVII, P3R, YKZ4)
2- Play a lot of ZZZ and FFXIV cuz im ONDAT GRINDDDDDDD
3- Work on my website more :3
4- Study... Some CS, some math, and a whole lotta gamedev cybersec and JP . WAHHHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHH
5- Be full of joyous whimsy like always


That is all from the internet magical girl for now ദ്ദി •⩊• ...
Can't wait to do a bunch of nothing this summer. Hot girl summer is me doing silly things on my puter ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

Thanks for reading, remember to keep your head up, and that I LOVE YOU!!!!!♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
- Rin ꔫ